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Having too many days off in a row makes me anxious. On one hand, it gives me time to get things done, but on the other, it gives me far too much time to think about things. Today I made an official step in making some changes- big changes- in my life, but now I'm terrified. I had been miserable in Chicago for so long, so I decided to make little changes and now I'm doing great, but I forged ahead with other life plans. And now I'm just left second guessing myself and making excuses. Needless to say, my stress level has been crazy (threat level: close to an utter freak-out), but thankfully I have some OJ to keep me healthy and my babushka to keep me calm.